for the past hour and a half literally everybody i’ve talked to has rejected my invitation to do anything, i just want to go to sonic for 10 minutes and get a milkshake, anything really, because i’m sad and i feel so alone tonight… i don’t even know why, i just do. i’m not going to sleep any time soon, and me, up late, sad, and alone is not a good mix.
i’m genuinely concerned that no one will fall in love with me
(Source: hottermelon, via luna-leona)
i think the 1989 era is going to be wonderful and i’m so excited taylor’s such a cutie and she’s so grown up it breaks my heart
"And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep. If you need to cry I will not wipe your tears away because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and that’s okay. If you get sleepy I will let you drool on my arm and I won’t laugh at you if you snore too loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail I will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red I will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, I will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you." - lntroduction (via bl-ossomed)
(Source: lntroductions, via paularinope)
hold my fucking hand okay
it is such a loving and comforting gesture
it doesn’t have to mean you’re in love with me
Anonymous wondered: I love you, take care of yourself tonight please
wondered: Hey there beautiful. Don't do anything that you're going to regret. Because I know it sucks right now but I promise one it will get better. And I'm sure you're tired of hearing that but it will. Maybe not today or tomorrow or weeks from now or even months but it will. And you hold on till then because it will be so worth it. So stay strong sweetie. Love ya
thank you so much, i really needed this tonight. honestly i feel terrible but i think i can make it through tonight at least. thank you, i love you x
could you all please send me nice messages? i’m trying not to relapse and especially not to kill myself tonight because my god, i want to. i don’t know what i’m holding on for but i am.
i want to either hurt or kill myself so much lately.